Passionate Jesus - True Love Is Disturbing

Preached on Sunday, February 18, 2018

Scripture Readings: Leviticus 13:40-46; Mark 1:40-45

Walking the shores of the Columbia River
DesertAire/Mattawa, WA
January 2018

Three long-time friends were having a friendly talk, and their talk turned serious. They began to talk about what they thought were the most important priorities they fulfilled in their own lives. They wondered, if they were allowed to visit their own funerals, after their own deaths, what they would find that others thought of them. They talked about what they would like to hear people say about them, when they looked into their coffin.

One friend was a physician and he said, “I would like to hear them say that I was a great doctor who took his patients seriously, that I was a good golfer, and that I spent plenty of time with my family.”

Another buddy was a teacher, and he said: “Well, when they look into my coffin, I want them to say the same thing about me and my family, and that I turned out an amazing number of students with the foundation they needed to make a difference in the world.”

The third buddy said: “When they look into my coffin, I’d like to hear them say: “Look! He’s moving!”

In ancient Israel, even in the time of Jesus, the scariest people in the world (next to invading soldiers, and armed bandits) were lepers.

I know almost nothing about leprosy. I just looked it up, last night, for the first time in several years. It’s a bacterial infection that damages the skin, the nervous system, the lungs, and the eyes.

You eventually lose your sense of pain, so you don’t know when you’re sick, or have a scratch, or abrasion, or a splinter, or something in your eye. That’s the way leprosy spreads its infection and damages your whole body. It eventually deforms your features, and your joints, hands, feet, and mobility.

Leprosy is not highly contagious except for places where there isn’t good hygiene or sanitation. That would include most of the ancient world. The mucous from your lungs and nose would carry the bacteria, through a cough, or a sneeze, or just through unwashed hands.

The mutilation, or deformation, it caused and its effect on the joints, and on one’s coordination and mobility, were terrifying. Leprosy was considered to be a fate worse than death, and it was a death without a funeral.

Those who were declared to be unclean with leprosy were immediately forbidden to return to their own homes and family. They were forbidden to enter any village, or town, or city. They were required to disfigure their hair, to cover the lower part of their face, to wear torn clothing, even to wear a special kind of bell that would alert anyone near them, and to shout, in the presence of other people, “Away! Away! Unclean! Unclean!”

Their disease was so terrifying that God’s people were taught by God’s law to consider lepers to be dead. But there was no funeral for them. No one spoke loving or encouraging words in their presence.

Leprosy was considered a punishment from God. Only God could make a person into a leper, and only God could heal a leper. A leper was unclean, and that meant he or she was polluted, but the pollution was spiritual.

Death itself, was a spiritual condition. All humans died and returned to the earth because all humans carried the weight of sin. In handling a dead body, you needed to prevent yourself from touching it, skin to skin, even when you were washing the body. Otherwise you became spiritually unclean.

Your uncleanness, even though it was a spiritual condition, was contagious. If you touched a body, you were unclean for seven days, and you, yourself, became untouchable.

You were prohibited from touching others or being touched for seven days, and then you had to wash from head to foot. You had to bath completely before you were clean again. Failure to bathe meant that you had to wait seven more days and then bathe in order to become officially clean again.

When you touched a dead body, skin to skin, you carried the weight of death upon you. You were a danger to everyone around you.

The uncleanness of leprosy carried the weight of the walking dead, the living dead. Those who touched the walking, living dead, carried the weight of that uncleanness upon them. They would probably hear no good words from anyone because they became so dangerous and scary.

I’m not going to say any more about this, except to say that Jesus touched the walking, living dead, skin to skin, when he healed the leper. During his ministry, Jesus repeatedly handled the walking dead.

Jesus touched the lepers. Upon himself, Jesus walked under the weight of death. He wore, like a badge of honor, the uncleanness of the walking dead.

This formed a clear pattern in Jesus’ life. This pattern reveals the nature and the very purpose of the great power we call the gospel. Gospel means good news. The pattern of Jesus taking on himself the contagion of the walking dead shows us what his good news means for us. Touching the lepers shows what Jesus does for us, and for everyone.

There’s still another strange law, found in Deuteronomy (21:23). It says, “Anyone who is hung on a tree is under God’s curse.” (See, also Galatians 3:13.) The Jews of Jesus’ time saw the Roman cross as a kind of execution tree that carried the uncleanness of a cursed death.

When Jesus touched the walking, living dead, skin to skin, he took upon himself the weight of the curse of their death.

You can see the pattern. You can see how it goes all the way through the good news. It became the passion of Jesus to carry that weight, and he bore more and more of it until he died and hung on the cursed tree of the cross, as though he carried every curse for everyone in the world.

That is God’s salvation given by God to us, when we trust him and put our faith in him; in him alone and above all else. To be saved is to be rescued by God from the curse of death, which is also the contagious curse of sin. Jesus carried it all, in our place, as our substitute.

I believe that, as we are inspired by the love and faithfulness of God in Christ, our partnership in that love and faithfulness can help us to carry, for others, the weight that they carry because of their sin. Because of the human nature we share with others, and because of the nature of Jesus’ touch upon us, we all belong to the walking, living dead and we also belong to God. We, like Jesus, can bridge the gap, and our lives can touch the lives of others in a healing saving way.

Lepers couldn’t enter the Tabernacle of God. Later on, they couldn’t enter the Temple, in Jerusalem, that King Solomon built, and which was rebuilt by King Herod, as the time of Jesus’ birth and life and sacrifice came near. They were banned from the house and presence of God.

As hard as this was upon them, and as unfair as it seems, the lepers were God’s picture of what we all are. And without the healing that only God can give, we cannot come into the house and presence of God. The Jews knew that only God could heal a leper.

So, leprosy truly couldn’t keep God away from them, but it kept them away from God. So, leprosy was a picture of sin. Sin doesn’t prevent God from coming to us and touching us, but it keeps us from coming to God and touching him.

Until God makes us clean, until Jesus carries the curse, we remain the walking, living dead. We may be able to know something, but it’s never enough to open the gate to the place where we see God’s face and know God’s heart, as given to us in Jesus.

When we have seen God’s face and known God’s heart, then we can follow where God went, in Jesus, and we can carry help others to carry their curse, their loss, their separation from God. We can touch them and carry them to Jesus.

It’s the mercy of God that we normally can’t see into people’s hearts or read their minds. People are deep, deep mysteries.

Why, we can hardly understand ourselves. The curse in us, and in others, is mostly hidden as well. God’s grace carries and covers our own curse is hidden from us. Otherwise we might get too discouraged to walk with Jesus to the end, and enter the gate to life and God.

So, by the mercy of God, we can touch other people, and other people need this more than they know; just as we need to be touched more than we know. We can touch them and pass on to them, through Jesus, what they need: at least a little bit of what they need.

We see what this is like when Jesus met the leper.

The leper was so used to being completely terrorizing to everyone that he risked his own death by coming to the crowd that followed Jesus. It seems as though there were always loose rocks lying around, everywhere in those days. The crowd could have grabbed those rocks and pitched them, hard as they could, at the leper, till he died. He was endangering them all so they harbored their right to endanger him.

Jesus always knew, and always knows, what’s going on. He knew this danger for what it was, the moment it came.

Maybe the crowd was so startled by the leper’s bold behavior that they were paralyzed with fear or shock. So, Jesus stepped in right away. This may have scared the leper himself.

“If you are willing, you can make me clean.” No one had been willing to do anything for him since the diagnosis was first announced by the local priest. The leper did need to know that he needed someone who was willing to take care of him and help him.

You may know someone who is a leper without knowing it. Somehow, they live in a world where no one has shown a willingness to help them. No one has followed through.

There is probably someone around you who needs your willingness. God will help you recognize that person.

Jesus would have let himself be touched by someone who was unclean. It was bound to happen.

There are people whom we don’t want to come near to us, let alone touch us. The conventional wisdom of the world tells us that this is the smart thing to do. It can be very hard work to let yourself be so touched by such a person.

You may not be able to succeed to make that person touching you be changed by love. You may not have the resources to make a real difference. Then you may let them go, and pray and learn what you can from that experience. But God will help you to recognize someone who needs you, yourself, to let their life touch yours.

We read, here, that “Jesus was filled with compassion”. “Filled with compassion” is an odd word that literally means that his guts were wrenched, and twisted inside him. Has anyone ever tied your guts in a knot? Welcome to the world of the love of Jesus.

That’s what you get. Don’t be surprised.

But it was strangely the gut wrenching feeling of love. My mom would say, about the time when she was falling for my dad, that the thought of seeing him made her sick.

God’s love, when it takes human form, in Jesus, or in us, can be that way. Our touching and being touched (and how we feel about it, and worry about it) can make us sick inside. This may be the way that we experience a new level of true love that we have never felt before. Have you felt this?

We read that, “Jesus sent him away at once with a strong warning.” So Jesus’ guts were tied in a love knot, and what we hear from him next is almost a shout. It’s almost yelling. It’s almost anger. When you study these phrases, you find out that this may truly be so: the anger and the warning of love.

Jesus warned the healed man to show himself to the priest. There was a seven-day-long process that began with walking up to a Jewish priest in your village and saying, “You know that I was a leper, but now I’m healed”. Then the priest has to give you a complete check-up to see if you look healed. Then you get locked up for seven days and then you get another check-up. Then, on the eighth day, you offer a sacrifice to God for the official completion and recognition of your healing. Then you may go, or try to go, back to the life and the loved ones you left behind, if you can.

But no one could treat you like a healed leper, and stop treating you like the walking, living dead you once were, until the work of the enclosure, and the inspection, and the sacrifice were done. The leper whom Jesus healed didn’t do that.

Some people are so desperate to deny their true need that they refuse to take a course of medication to the end. Or, they refuse to carry out their physical therapy to the end. They deny their past reality. They deny their need to go all the way, and see their healing through. Jesus got mad because he knew that this is what the healed leper would do. He wouldn’t follow his own healing to the end.

It’s right to warn someone, and it’s right to show anger, if you recognize the danger of someone not completing the good work of God within them. It’s part of your God-given responsibility, even though you can’t make anyone do anything they don’t want to do. But that is the patience of the faithful love of God for us and for others.

This is the responsibility of the love God calls us to. We see our calling to this kind of love in the faithful responsibility that Jesus showed.

We do this by following in the footsteps of his love. We do this through our direct fellowship with Jesus, and that means the power of his partnership and his investment in us, through his Holy Spirit.

This comes from the good news, the great news, of Jesus. It’s just like the good news of hearing Jesus say to you: “If you would come after me, then you must deny yourself, take up your cross, and follow me.” (Mark 8:34) This happens when you know the passion of Jesus for you, and for others, and when you carry that passionate new heart within you.

The fullness of the passionate love of Jesus can be a disturbing love. When you meet this love, it can fill you up, and empower you to do amazing things. It sets the passion of Jesus free within you. Others can see you moving and that you are truly alive.

That is what salvation means. That is the good news.

To the Cross - Where Life Imitates Christ

Preached on Ash Wednesday, February 14, 2018

Scripture readings: Micah 6:6-8; Mark 12:28-34

There are six-hundred-and-thirteen commandments in the Jewish Torah (our first five books of the Bible). They all had to be followed and kept. Six-hundred-and-thirteen commandments: It’s a mind-numbing number, or else it makes for a wonderful puzzle or game.

Walking along the Columbia River at Desert Aire
Late afternoon, January, 2018

I know some of you love puzzles. You love putting each of a thousand things in their proper place. But there was a wonderful puzzle or game that the Jewish rabbis and the Pharisees loved to play. It was the game called: “Which is the most important commandment?”

You can see the game way back in Micah. Out of a dozen nearly impossible and terrible possible requirements, what does the Lord really require of you? Of course, Micah wins the game by cheating. He gives us three requirements: Do justice (or live justly); love mercy (which is also translated as kindness); and walk humbly with your God.

The Pharisees played the same old game with Jesus. “Which is the most important requirement?” Jesus also wins the game in the time-honored way of Micah: by cheating. Jesus makes the greatest commandment into two; or the two greatest into one.

But what does he say about these two? Matthew expands (a little bit) on what Jesus actually said about the two: he says that they are alike. (Matthew 22:34)

They are alike! But how can loving God and loving your neighbor be alike? How can they be the same, or nearly the same? The very teacher who started the game agreed with Jesus, and strung them both together into one single commandment.

Both commandments are about love. Both commandments together have a way of putting all the ways of love into one single love-package.

Some people try keeping the two apart. You’ve met people who talk about their love for the Lord, but they’re not very loving to people.

I knew a girl in college who quoted the apostle Paul for her motto in life. She went around “speaking the truth in love.” (Ephesians 4:15) That’s what she claimed that she was doing. Well, she certain spoke the truth all the time: all the time! And when you were around her very much, because she was very pretty, you wanted to wince and tell her, “Please, Christy! Please stop doing that.”

I’ve known some who separated their love in the opposite way. They loved people (or said they did) and they hated God. God didn’t nearly live up to their standards.

Micah makes God’s three requirements into one single love-package as well. You need to know that the words for judgement and justice have two sides to them. There’s a justice and a judgement that is punitive. It punishes wrong-doers. Then there’s the kind of justice and judgement that is restorative. The judge restores what has been taken, or lost, or deserved.

Punitive justice makes some people very happy. If what was taken, or harmed, or lost cannot be restored, then victims often take the side of punitive justice.

In the brutal Middle East, some of the most brutalized and bereaved Christians are famous for forgiving the perpetrators of the violence around them. Of course (to the perpetrators) forgiveness is a sign of weakness. No amount of love can excuse an infidel for their irreverent claim that God has a son named Jesus, and that God is simply like Jesus: not even if those Christians truly succeed in the discipline of acting like Jesus.

In Micah’s love-package, the justice must fit the pattern of mercy (which is also translated as kindness). Justice must conform to mercy and humility, so it’s probably all about righting the wrongs done to people, and forgiving all of the wrongs done by people, by restoring what has been lost, or by healing what has been broken.

God’s restorative judgement was carried out on the cross, where Jesus forgave us, and where Jesus also forgave his enemies, just as he asks us to do.

Micah’s three requirements are a love-package in three parts: the restorative justice looks backwards and heals and replaces the past with healing, grace, life, love, fullness, newness. It makes your abominable past into the productive past of a child of God. Kindness and mercy look forward to the future. It’s like the title of the sad movie “Pay It Forward.” You send your mercy and kindness, shown in the present, to do its work in the future. So future and past are both held together by the humility, and the grace, and the joy of the kingdom of God: walking humbly with your God.

Sometimes it almost kills me to be a forgiver. And that’s right because forgiving the sins of the world killed Jesus on the cross. You have to swallow your pride and it almost gags you to do it.

Swallowing your pride is how you walk humbly with your God. Swallowing your pride doesn’t mean hating yourself. Humility means loving God more than yourself, and loving others as yourself. It could mean simply to love fully, and not to measure any of your loves at all. To love without measure is the humblest love of all.

Lent, and the road to the cross, and to the empty grave of Jesus, is this discipline of walking humbly with God. If we know anything about God, we Christians know that God is like Jesus. “He who has seen me has seen the father.” (John 14:9)

We take up our cross and follow a Jesus-like God. This is what Lent is about. It’s the discipline of walking with Jesus to the cross. It’s also about the Jesus-like God who’s Holy Spirit empowers us to walk so humbly with our God.

The ashes of Lent and the Lord’s Supper are the love-package of Jesus. It holds everything together and there is so much in that package that it fills you up when you receive it: but only if you receive it all.

Passionate Jesus - Taking Our Heights and Depths

Preached on Sunday, February 11, 2018

Scripture readings: Isaiah 40:1-5; Mark 1:1-13

Walk to the Feather River, at Live Oak CA
Just before New Years, 2918

One of my favorite Christian authors is G. K. Chesterton, and he was also a famous humorist. He wrote: “The test of a good religion is whether you can joke about it.”

So, there was a Methodist Pastor and a Baptist Pastor arguing about baptism. The Baptist insisted that the only true baptism was by complete immersion. The Methodist had a question about this: “Wouldn’t it be OK if you baptized a person up to their waist.” “No, the waist isn’t what counts.” “What about the shoulders, if you dipped them up to their shoulders, wouldn’t that be enough? That’s a lot of water?” “No! No! for true baptism the shoulders don’t count.” “What about up to the nose? That’s where the breath of life comes in and out?” “No, no, no, no, no! The nose does not count!” “Then, what about the top of the head? Is that what really counts?” “Yes! Yes! That’s what I’ve been saying all along. The top of the head in baptism is what counts!”

And the Methodist Pastor said: “Well, then; if it’s the top of the head that really counts, that’s the way I’ve been baptizing all along!”

In the Gospel of Mark, we’ve read about both the baptism and the temptation of Jesus. When we’ve read about these same two stories of Jesus in the Gospel of Matthew and the Gospel of Luke, we know three times more than Mark tells us. The temptation takes on a life of its own in Matthew and Luke, and we may even wonder why Mark left so much of the temptation out.

The odd thing about Mark seems to be that, when you read Mark’s telling of it, the baptism and the temptation of Jesus blend into each other. They become extensions of each other. It becomes the same story.

In Mark, the temptation is not a separate event from the baptism; and neither the baptism nor the temptation is separate from the cross. About a half of the whole Gospel of Mark is the story of the road to the cross.

Mark starts this way: “The beginning of the gospel about Jesus Christ, the Son of God.” “Gospel” means good news. No document or book had ever been called a gospel before. Mark really, simply meant that what he was writing about in his scroll was all good news from beginning to end, because of who Jesus is, and what he has accomplished, is all good news for us. But, since Mark came first, the other disciples decided that, when they wrote about Jesus, their books would have to be gospels too.

What we sometimes forget is that everything in a gospel is also the gospel. Everything related to our Lord and Savior, all of his words and all of his accomplishments are good news, because they all lead to the cross and the resurrection of Jesus the Son of God. They all lead to our salvation and transformation.

The fact that Jesus was baptized is good news for us because it belongs to the good news of the cross and the resurrection. The fact that Jesus was tempted is good news because it belongs to the good news of the cross and the resurrection.

Baptism was the place where the stained and the dirty were washed. Baptism was the place to come when you needed to be born again into a new life, heart, mind, and soul. Jesus didn’t need any of that, but he gave us good news by coming to share with us the place where we need to come.

Jesus came to the place where we need to be clean, where we need to be born again, where we need to die and be brought back to life again. This is good news for us. It’s a picture of Jesus as our savior. It’s the record of Jesus accomplishing his purpose in each of those great needs of ours. Our needs were met in what Jesus truly did.

This good news belongs to the cross, because the cross was the place where those who deserved to die were given a slow and painful, punishing death. In the Gospels we see the good news of Jesus getting himself where he didn’t belong because our sins have a deadly effect on ourselves, and on the world around us. We wound others and we get wounded with hurts that really don’t go away.

Even when our broken bones heal and we become stronger in our broken places, doctors can see where the old break is. Even if we can’t see it ourselves, we may feel it. Maybe our old break predicts the weather now.

Then there are the breaks that may heal and yet they might also come back. A broken shoulder or an injured knee may haunt us again, many years into the future. The bad news is that we can never wipe away old breaks in ourselves or in others. We can never make them as if they had never happened.

The good news is that Jesus can go to the places where we have damaged others, or have been damaged by them. For our sake Jesus has gone to all the places where he didn’t need to go, but he went there for us, to be there with us, in order to wipe away what we cannot.

The cross is the place for the things that cannot be undone, the things that are deadly, the things that are mortal sickness and death. Jesus goes to the place of punishment on the cross in order to make us clean, in order to wipe away what cannot be undone. The baptism and the cross of Jesus are part of one good thing that we call the good news.

Because the baptism of Jesus is the first good news that Mark shares with us, and because it’s the first step of Jesus to the good news of the cross and the resurrection, we should realize that we are on a good news road from beginning to end. So, temptation is good news. No, that can’t be right! And yet it is right.

You know that when we get hard of hearing, our deafness usually doesn’t begin all at once all across all sounds and pitches. When I did farm work, when I was young, some days I would come home with my ears ringing, depending on whether I was using some really noisy machinery. You might ask: “Why didn’t you wear ear plugs?” Well, if you used ear plugs, you wouldn’t hear the quiet sound of something getting stuck or broken. If I begin to lose my hearing, it will probably start with the pitches of the noise those harvest machines made long ago. I understand that, when you’ve been married for a long time, one of the first pitches a man loses is the pitch of his wife’s voice.

Because sin is like deafness, we (who are deaf in the wrong places) think that temptation is the voice of the evil one luring and drawing us to the dark side, the selfish side. That’s wrong. When you read the longer temptation stories of Matthew and Luke, you realize that temptation always has two voices.

Jesus heard the voice of Satan, and Jesus heard the voice of the Father. We know this because his Father’s voice came out when Jesus answered the magnetic voice of the devil. When the devil spoke, Jesus answered with the words of God. He answered the Devil with scripture. But the scripture of the Bible is the voice of God. The Bible is, in so many ways, the test of how we recognize the good voice, the saving voice, the voice of love.

It is a test. Temptation has two voices. Temptation isn’t only the seductive attraction of evil, or sin, or selfishness, or compromise. Temptation tests which voice you want to hear. Jesus had no trouble making sense of the two voices and choosing what was right, and rejecting what was wrong. Jesus had no problem making sense of the voice, to know what was love, and what was defection and unfaithfulness.

Temptation was good news because Jesus went to be with us, where we need him to be. Jesus becomes the voice of God amplified within us, because he embodies the love of God. Jesus is the one who comes to our rescue, and rescue is what salvation is all about.

When Jesus went to the place of the cross, he went to the place where he cried, “Why have your forsaken me?” He wasn’t really forsaken, but he carried our deafness and our blindness on the cross. He came to the place where we live when we can only hear the wrong voice, and not the voice of love. The cross is the place where the wrong voice is finally silenced, and you can say, “Father, into your hands I commit my spirit.”

This is not the place of death, as it may seem.

To know that your Father is there and holding onto you, and to be able to say “It is finished” is life. “It is finished” is only another ancient way to say: “Everything is whole. Everything is put back together. Everything is where it belongs and makes sense. It’s all good at last.”

The cross is the good news that temptation has life beyond it. The good news is that temptation is not the final word. There is the place where, because Jesus passed the test, he will hold onto us from the cross and we will pass the test with him. He will be close enough to us, on the cross, so that we can here God’s voice: the voice of love.

The baptism and the temptation being one story tells us that Christians can get into a lot of trouble by following Jesus. Of course, some of our Christian trouble comes from living down to the world’s low expectations. The world expects Christians to think they are God’s favorites and that we will be accusers instead of being rescuers.

The name “Satan” actually means accuser and enemy. And Christians have the reputation of being that in this world.

When we remember how the Lord comes to our rescue, we will show our friendship with Jesus by coming to the rescue of others, because rescue is what salvation is all about. Rescuers always go to the place where the other people need them.

We really did need Jesus, and Jesus came to us where we were and (even now) Jesus comes to us where we are: because we haven’t stopped needing him, and we never will stop.

If we remember this, we will go to where other people are, and we will act like people who have come to help and to serve them. We will do that with our neighbors, with our communities, and with our nation, and with our world.

We will not be there to judge or to accuse. We will be there to help. We will be there in order to bring the image of what Jesus wants. Whether we seem to succeed, or seem to fail, we will work to make our world into a rescuing place. We will do this with the power that comes from having Jesus as our rescuer.

The world needs this. The people of the world will not admit this is so. Jesus teaches us that this is so, and he came to the rescue of many who refused him. In Jesus we have the will, and the patience, and the peace to do the same, if we will come to the water with Jesus and rise with him.

Then we will rise out of the water, and step onto the road with Jesus, and we will hear the voice that says, “This is my son, this is my daughter, in whom I take delight.”

Whether we were baptized as babies, or as grown-ups, we came to the waters to wash all our sweat, and stink, and dirt away. We went through the waters and we came out like babies squeezing out of the waters of the womb to a brand-new life. Like the drowning victim who goes into the water, and dies, and must be brought out and given the breath of life again, we came to the waters to be saved from death and all the other evils of this sad world.

We came to the waters just as we come to the Lord’s Table. Here the Lord, who died and rose from the dead, feeds us with his life that will never end. We come to this table like children who should have been sent to our rooms but we had our sentence lifted and so we come to the table. This table is where our home really has its center and its heart, just as the real heart of our life is at the great feast in the kingdom of God, in the new heavens and the new earth.

Paul's Prayers - Empowering Our Teamwork - Super Bowl Sunday

Preached on Super Bowl Sunday, February 4, 2017

Scripture readings: Proverbs 3:5-8; Romans 15:14-33

Walking along the Columbia River at Desert Aire/Mattawa WA

Once upon a time there was there was a town with a church football league. One of the teams was in their Sunday school classroom that they used for their locker room, while the coach gave them a pre-game pep talk. He wrote the words “Being on Jesus’ team”, and he said, “Always remember, men, there is no “I” in Jesus, but there is an “us”.

By the time I was in high school, in P. E. class, I had earned quite a reputation in sports. The team captains always fought over me, to keep me off their team. I think my un-coordination skills were without equal in the whole school.

I was a geek. I was a nerd. I seemed to be the only real history geek in my class, so, in order to spend time with other kids like me, I became a science geek. It really wasn’t that hard. I liked science too. So, I spent my free time at school in the science room.

But even when you get to talk and play together with chemicals and with the strobe light in the back room you don’t learn a lot of social skills in the science room. Neither was there any science club where we might work together as a team to win competitions with other schools.

Along the way,
 I got adopted as a mascot for one of my favorite teams:
The Dogs

So, I was known as the quietest kid in my class of sixty kids: the shyest kid of them all. Even if we had a science team, I would have been too shy to join it.

I had one cool friend, named Chris, who asked me one day, “You’re a lone wolf, aren’t you?” Even though I was seventeen I really wasn’t familiar with that phrase. I asked Chris what it meant. He told me. And, so, I knew myself in a new way: yes, I was a lone-wolf. I still am.

I had made a commitment of my life to Christ when I was about nine years old; while watching Billy Graham on television. I loved Jesus, but there were problems with the church. We stopped going, and though I read the Bible and prayed lot, there was something missing that I have told some of you about before.

I went back to my old church when I was eighteen and I went with the youth group to a youth rally at one of the county fairgrounds. Toward the end of the speaker’s message I knew that the Lord expected me to go forward to make a new commitment up front. But I was too embarrassed to do it.

I prayed with agony and struggle to get out of this, “Lord you know I love you more than anything!”

The Lord was very firm with me. I felt that he was talking to me from the cross, as he said in my heart, “Are you willing to be someone who can say ‘no’ to me?” This almost knocked the breath out of me. I couldn’t face being a person who ever said ‘no’ to Jesus on the cross. I had to go forward.

The counselor up front coached me to pray things that I knew very well how to pray. I had known for years what God wanted me to be and how it is that we come to him and let him come into us. I still commit my life to Jesus every day.

That coaching in a prayer to commit to, and to receive, Jesus as my Lord and Savior was not God’s point that night. The point was that I had to surrender what ruled my life. I had to surrender my fear and my shyness. I had to surrender my way of life as a lone-wolf. I’m still a lone-wolf, but I’m a “surrendered-to-God” lone-wolf.

Just as alcoholics can find the freedom of sobriety by surrendering in every way to their higher power, still that sobriety depends on their ability to say, “I’m an alcoholic”. This is a kind of surrender of one of the deep and powerful things in their lives.

There is a surrender that destroys you, and there is a surrender that gives you life. This surrender gives freedom, and strength. This life comes from that Higher Power which is God. But it also comes from joining a team where you take care of each other.

A couple of my nerdy-geeky friends were also surrendering to Jesus in their own ways. By going forward in front of other people, including the members of my youth group, surrendering my shyness, my fear, my awkwardness to Jesus, I became an honest and a self-surrendered lone-wolf before God.

I joined a team of honest and surrendered followers of Jesus. You could call it “The Jesus Team”. It’s been playing and praying together for over two thousand years. This Jesus Team is a group of people who aren’t afraid to be honest, and humble, and surrendered with each other. Everyone on the Jesus Team comes from the same place and we all know how to say, “Hi! I’m Dennis, and I’m a sinner. Hi! I’m Dennis and I’m rescued and made new by God’s love and grace alone given to me in Jesus. I’m rescued and made new by his life in me.”

To be able (all of us) to say such things together is a sure give-away that however different our lives may be, we have prayed, pretty much, the very same prayers, and made the very same deep offerings of our heart, and soul, and life to God.

At one time that offering of ourselves cut so deep that it seemed like a human sacrifice of ourselves: almost like an amputation. But now we see that this offering is the greatest thing we have ever done; and, far from losing ourselves, we have gained a new self we would never part with, because we see that our life has become a gift from God. God has given us our new selves as his gift, through the cross and the resurrection; through dying and rising again.

It isn’t only Jesus who dies and rises. Now we can do it with him, in our heart and mind. Now we are free and whole, because we can die to ourselves, and rise in the love of Jesus every day.

For me, this particular lone-wolf became part of a team; the Jesus Team. That team meets and struggles together in a lot of places, and the Jesus Team meets here, right now. Prayer is a necessary part of this.

We are a team partly because we have all needed to say much the same kind of prayers for much the same reasons. We are also a team because we all take care of each other through our prayers for each other. We pray for our performance in the most important game in the world.

Paul shows us this kind of team prayer in his request to his team members in Rome. He asks them to pray for him, but not just for anything. Paul asks them to pray for his ministry: to pray for Paul as he carries out his mission, his program for the game, for the team.

Paul has a difficult and dangerous play ahead of him. Paul is running to a part of the line where he will draw their fiercest opponents to himself.

There was talk of a famine in the land of Judea. The Christians there would see the worst of this because those with the biggest resources to give to those in need would refuse to give that relief to Christians. The biggest resources to buy food and other aide for the famine victims were kept in the Jewish Temple in Jerusalem. The Christians were considered heretics and traitors, and they would receive no help in Judea.

Paul was going where he was very well known as one of the team captains of the heretics and traitors. Both he and the money, or the bank receipts he brought with him (in the form of a scroll, or a tablet of wax or clay) were huge prizes in this game.

Paul was running willingly into danger, and he needed all the will-power he could muster. Paul had been imprisoned, and shackled, and beaten, and tortured, and nearly killed more than once before. If you ever had a surgery that really didn’t make you better, and your doctor was recommending another try at that same surgery that hurt you so much and never helped you, then you would look forward to that surgery just like Paul was looking forward to running to the relief of the Christians in Jerusalem.

So, Paul asks for prayer. “I urge you, brothers and sisters, by our Lord Jesus Christ and by the love of the Spirit, to join me in my struggle by praying to God for me. Pray that I may be rescued from the unbelievers in Judea, and that my service in Jerusalem may be acceptable to the saints there, so that, by God’s will I may come to you….” (Romans 15:30-32)

“Join me in my struggle by praying to God for me.” The way that this is translated, here, teaches us that our team, with our teamwork together, gets strong when we pray for other team members for their work on the Jesus Team. Prayer makes us sweat together for our teamwork.

On this team we take care of each other by praying to God for the work, and for the effort that the others are doing for the team, and for Jesus, the captain of the work.

Imagine that you’ve been assigned to be a member of a team of two. Your other team member needs you to take care of them because of some weakness in their health. Your part, on that team, is to play the care-giver position.

It’s a common experience that the care-giver grows closer and closer to the one needing care simply because of their devotion to care-giving. Prayer-giving is care-giving that strengthens whatever weaknesses our other team members struggle with.

But the translation could be better. Paul is saying something like: “Agonize with me in your prayers for me.” I remember, when I was in high school, going by the football field in August, when the temperature was often close to one hundred degrees, or more, and I could see the football team working out. I knew something about the agony they were going through because P. E., in September, would find me playing football in gym class, and sometimes September was hotter than August in my home town.

That team was sweating together. They joined with each other in the same agony, and that made them a team: sweating together. They were becoming more and more the team they needed to be in order to play their game and win. Their sweat and their sore muscles were building team work.

As the Jesus team, we have important work to do. Taking care of each other in our sacrifices together, and in our sacrifices for each other, through agonizing prayer, helps us to grow strong together. This prayerful agonizing together makes us the team we need to be in order to play with Jesus and win.

There’s a team word hidden from us by our English language. It’s the word about the contribution to God’s people in Judea. The contribution to the poor Christians on the Jesus Team in Judea wasn’t merely financial.

In Greek, the contribution is called a “koinonia”. “Koinonia” means communion. It means fellowship. But those are old English words that sound strange to modern ears, and to those who don’t know the slang and lingo of Christians. Koinonia, communion, and fellowship can mean “partnership”.

The contribution was the teamwork of the Jesus Team. To work as a team, they needed to agonize with Paul. To work as a team with the poor in Judea, they had to agonize with them as well. Doesn’t that sound terrible?

I was never on a team willingly until I joined the Jesus-team and, even then, I wasn’t sure I wanted to have anything to do with it. The Lord told me, when I was twelve years old, that I had to be something like a pastor on this team, and with all my heart I wanted nothing to do with it.

That’s what was really wrong with me, until God asked me for something that I couldn’t refuse. I had to be a person who would no longer say ‘no’ to God. It went against my very nature, and against everything I had learned by experience.

I had to take the position in the line that I feared most. I had to take the position of agony. I had to play a position in which I would agonize for the team in order to become a member of the team.

At the University of Dubuque Theological Seminary, every September, there would be a football game between the married students and the single students. That was unfair in itself because, obviously, the married students had to be more studly than the rest of us. And there were more married students than unmarried ones, so they had a lot more team members to choose from.

Fred Halde, one of my best seminary friends at the time, was our captain. Fred put me in the line opposite Dave Ulum, who had played college football before coming to seminary. It was one of those tiny, Christian, Liberal Arts Colleges that you find all over the Midwest, but Dave was still a big kid. The lines would hit each other, and I would hit Dave as hard as I could, and hitting Dave would always send me flying through the air backward flat on my back. Over and over again, I would hit Dave Ulum so hard that I would just fly; fly through the air backwards.

This bothered me a lot. I asked captain Fred to please let me take some other spot on the line, but Fred said that I was the only one on the team that could free up the better players to play at their best for the team. So, I went back to face Dave.

Dave looked at me and his voice almost cracked as he pleaded with me, “Please, Dennis, please, go somewhere else!” Dave was a softy despite having been in college football.

My answer was, “Sorry Dave, I have to stay here.” And, so, we played on, until the Singles lost to the Marrieds.

Dave was a friend too. I know that he was praying about this. That would be just like him. And I was praying too: a very agonized prayer. And this is what builds us together as a team for the work ahead.

You have work to do on the Jesus-team. This work is much more than church-work. You have Jesus-work to do.

Church-work is important, but it’s designed for the support of the Jesus-work. Our church-work can be a place where we can sweat together because it’s one part of our training places. It’s like the weight room is there.

We’re glad if we can do our church-work together, but the church-work is for the sake of the Jesus-work. Sometimes church-work makes it possible to give the hospitality that we want to offer the community around us, in Jesus’ name. And church-work is like the locker room where you do the team-work of psyching up together for the game, or the cooling off for half-time and for later.

My position in the line-up requires me to take care of you in such a way as to strengthen you, and train you, and teach you whatever you may need in order to do your Jesus-work, not by yourself but bringing in the whole team, praying for each other because we know and share your Jesus-work just as well as you know and share our own.

If we do this we can cut against the grain of so much that the conventional wisdom tells us. The conventional wisdom of our time tells us: “Go your own way. Take care of yourself. Be a lone-wolf. If you happen to be a Christian, then be a Christian lone-wolf, but not a surrendered one. Be a hold-out lone-wolf, not fully stuck to God, not fully stuck to others.

Let’s learn to tell each other what the Jesus-work is that Jesus is calling us to do on the team. Then we can know how to pray for each other. Then we can know how to build our line of the team in Desert Aire and Mattawa. When we know everyone’s position, then we can plan our next play: and the next, and the next. And we can hit our work and fly through the air with it: only forward and not backward.