Saturday, April 8, 2023

"Good Friday: What the Lord Cannot Do" March 25, 2005

 







By Dennis Evans - Scripture Readings: Luke 23:32-49; 24:50-56

Imagine that there was a proverb that said, “You can’t use your Kayak and heat it too”. Truth is, it’s no different than a cake.

In this sense God’s in the same boat as we are. Since God is love, and since God loves the world, and since God loves us, he can’t have his kayak and heat it too. God can’t have certain things both ways.

Jesus being God, is in the same kayak. He can’t give us a ride in it and keep it warm at the same time. Since God is love, he can’t not be love. Since Jesus is love, he can’t not be love. If God and his Son live in love toward us, they have to put this first. In the scripture we have read. Since Jesus is love, he must save us, and, to do that, he cannot save himself.

The rulers said, “He saved others, let him save himself if he is the Christ of God.” (Luke 24:35) But that was the one thing that Jesus could not do. That is, he could not save himself if he was determined to do what he came to do.

Let’s see what Jesus came to do, as expressed in his words on the cross. These, by the way, are not all his words on the cross, but they are the ones Luke tells us about.

Jesus said, “Father, forgive them for they know not what they do.” (23:34) If he could have waved his hand to indicate who should be forgiven, he would have waved it over the whole crowd. He would have waved it over the rulers of Israel who had hated him and hunted him and caught him at last and demanded his death on the cross. Jesus would have waved a forgiving hand over the crowd of those who chanted “Crucify! Crucify!” Soldiers. Roman governor’s palace. Friends standing far off. Peter.

What Jesus came to do was to make us forgiven sinners: to see two things, our sins and our forgiveness.

To forgiven us, Jesus made himself the victim of all our sins. The innocent. The vulnerable. It was always said that all sin was truly directed against God. Therefore, only God could truly forgive sins. If anyone would object to this, it became true in Jesus.

The rabbis have sometimes said that a human being can only forgive sins that have injured themselves. A human cannot forgive sins that have injured another. But in Christ all sins have injured God. 

If Jesus had saved himself, he would have had almost nothing to say about forgiveness.

Jesus said, “Truly I say to you, today you will be with me in paradise.” (23:43) As humans it is beyond our mere nature to be able to survive death. Jesus was and is stronger than death, if we belong to Jesus, we cross a bridge we could not have built, we pass through a door we could not have opened. If Jesus had saved himself, there would be no bridge, no door.

Jesus said, “Father, into your hands I commit my spirit.” (23:46) For Jesus, death was not an act of surrender; it was an act of faith. When we are in Christ this is true for us as well. And it is not exactly the whole truth to say that Jesus was giving his death as a gift. Jesus was giving his life as a gift. His whole life had been that way. When we belong to Jesus we belong to God in our death, and we belong to God in our life too, as long as we live.

If Jesus had saved himself, it could not have been said that he gave himself in his living and dying to God, in faith. And we could not have done this in faith, without him. The fact that he did not save himself is the reason we can live and die with confidence in God, no matter what.

Saturday, February 18, 2023

“Seven-Fold Benediction”

 








May the Fruit of the Spirit,

Bring health and nourishment.

May the Gifts of the Spirit,

Enrich your needs and joys.

May the Mind of Christ,

Teach understanding, and decision-making.

May the wounds of Christ,

Walk beside you, embrace you, and wash you.

May the heart of Christ,

Circulate though you a new life, and love.

May the Father Creator;

Show you the design, the process, and the purpose.

May the Father of love:

Declare: “You are very Good”!

(Dennis Evans; February 18, 2023)

Thursday, January 19, 2023

Love Me in Winter, Most of All

 











O his Frog was freezing, and so was he,

As the cold snow fell, and the chill wind blew.

So we went to the haberdashery,

For a hat for our saint and Toady too.

Will you love me in Summer, Spring and Fall?

Will you love me in Winter most of all?

 

So, we bought two bonnets and a scarf so fine,

As the cold snow fell, and the chill wind blew.

And Good Albert was glad for folks so kind,

Who will comfort the Saints and Toadies too!

Will you love me in Summer, Spring and Fall?

Will you love me in Winter most of all?

 

(By Dennis Evans, written at Aquinas Institute/ University of Dubuque Theological Seminary om the winter of 1976-1977, to celebrate the decoration of the statue of Saint Albert Magnus, holding Book and Frog/Toad, in a courtyard. The actual knitting was done by a team including: Pat Engstrom, Lori Billings, Terry Thomas, and Gretchen Daneke. Dennis Was a scout acting to protect the team from being seen.)

Wednesday, November 16, 2022

“ALL HALLOWS”









Embrace the golden splendor where it breaks

From folds of God-washed garments. The shimmering

Harvest of this field of friends ripens in

The light reflected from the light which falls

Upon the broadening crowd. Breathe in reverence!

And whisper wondering, life-awakening words:

Living words inspired by rising beauty.

Contagious witness, praise, ripples the field

Of souls; praise at their glimpse of One enthroned:

“World-Making-Saving-Word!” The unity

(Redemption’s tide) where love and justice meet

With wounded hands (to bring the ransomed home)

Begins the chorus. Sung from one heart,

It spirals to an all-including round,

Resurging, swelling on, in waves of time;

And to the beat of ages echoing.

So, in the Lord’s eternal feast, the share

Of glory, joy, and praise will always grow.

(By Dennis Evans - As seen during an All Saints Day sermon preached by Dr. Paul Francis, at University of Dubuque Theological Seminary, in 1975; revised.)

Wednesday, October 5, 2022

"2 Corinthians: For Those Who Have Their Treasure in Clay Pots"

A Crown of Thorns

2 Corinthians can play a unique role in spiritual and vocational formation.

In 2 Corinthians, Paul describes the formal components of the Christian message, teachings, and lifestyle in very personal ways and in application to his own life. 

Reconciliation:

Spiritual and incarnational: Christ makes us a new creation, and agents/servants of the new creation, and the righteousness of God: 5:16-21.

1.    1:3-10, God becomes our Comforter (advocate, encourager, reinforcement) in the face of our fear, depression, and failure. My first call provoked what really was a clique that controlled the congregation to get the presbytery to remove me from the church, which seriously hampered my ability to seek further calls. I seemed doomed, and this haunted my ministry for years. How has God reinforced our efforts to face and challenge our fear, depression, and failure?

2.    4:7-18, God grace enables our own reconciliation with our flawed, sinful selves.

3.    1:17-22, God becomes our Hope of victory; all of God’s promises will say “Yes” to us. (Has God made us able to face challenges in hope that your efforts will bear fruit?)

4.    3:12-18; 4:6, God becomes our friend: love and grace and covenant in Christ initiates communion, communication, spiritual perception, friendship. How do we enjoy God’s friendship?

5.    7:2-16, God becomes our reconciliation with others. (The presence of God in Christ enabled me to relate to others without fear.) Has God enabled this in our lives?

Motivation:

Empowerment and Discipline and Humor

1.    Empowerment: 5:1-10, God motivates a faith-based courage, knowing that defeat and loss and the end of important endeavors will not have the last word. (I believed that God was calling me to ministry in the Presbyterian Church and the Church seemed predisposed to rejecting my calling, But God told me I should seek this anyway.) How has God called us to seek what seems guaranteed not to work?

2.    Discipline: 1:11, God motivates prayer: Asking others to pray for us; 12:7-8, maintaining our own repeated prayer for our own growth; 1:15-16, 1:23-2:4 God motivates learning through one’s mistakes and experience. What might these disciplines require of us?

3.    Humor: 11:30-33, God motivates a sense of humor: boasting about being lowered over the city wall in a basket, so laughing at his own troubles and hardships, instead of boasting; 12:8-10, God says “My strength is made perfect in weakness” so I will boast about my weaknesses. (When I first came under care of presbytery in an attempt to be a candidate for the ministry; the loudest voices doubted my stamina for facing adversity or criticism. At my ordination, one of those presented me with a band aide to keep in my wallet for when I might get hurt.) --- How does God assist our motivation to serve by assisting our sense of humor? It’s true that Paul was very capable of making a sarcastic apology, and he does this a lot in 2 Corinthians, especially in 12:11-13. Does sarcasm have a place in Christian life and service? Did Paul have a purpose in this sarcasm?

Incarnation:

How do we embody this work of God in our lives?

1.    Embodiment of the message of the victory of God in Christ through endurance and positive, constructive, and affirming relationships with others: 6:1-11. I never stopped doing this, even with those who don’t accept me. How do we try to do this?

2.    We embody God’s truth through honesty and confession: again see 1:23-2:4.


Thursday, September 22, 2022

“Love’s Worth: A Theological Speculation"

I do not know if I know how to love;

Love truly, wholly, and unstoppably.

So, do I, can I, simply give my heart

To be invested in the treasures God

Creates within the lives he shows to me?

I might not love what God has made of me!

The self I do not love – can it love God?

Some say that God loves all, including me.

The Infinite loves all infinitely.

Because of me alone, may this make God

The infinitely unrequited Lover?

 

(Dennis Evans, September 2022)




 


Monday, September 5, 2022

Thomas Merton: "Thoughts in Solitude: VI"

First week in September 2022, I came across these lines in Merton's "Thoughts in Solitude: VI" and felt amazed and deeply moved by them. 


Wednesday, August 17, 2022

BONES in the Bible. A Brief Study in Response to a Brother’s Question


(Isenheim Altarpiece, 1512-1516
Matthias Grunewald)

Exodus 12:43-49 (but especially verse 46)

Psalm 34 (but especially verses 19-20)

John 19:31-37 (especially verse 36) 

Bones in the Old Testament (and in OT Hebrew thinking) are part of the soul/life of a person, a family, a friendship, a body of people (like the nation of Israel, or the Church the Body of Christ, or - I think - the whole people or kingdom of God (as in: "you are my flesh and bone", or "bone and blood", or other variations).

Our bones knit us together (make us whole, one, united). Our bones make us whole in the sense of making us strong, or able, or properly functional.

The Passover Lamb, as a sacrifice, and as the basis of the Passover meal, is a mediator, and a promise, and a bond on the journey from Egypt to the Promised land, from slavery to freedom. The Lamb represents God, and God's promises (as being strong, and well tied together, and complete) for the journey. The Passover Lamb represents Israel/God's people (including the Church), who are an offering to God as one body, and one soul for the journey.

Jesus is the wholeness of God coming to us, and the wholeness of us, ourselves, including all of God's beloved people and creation.

Jesus is (incarnates) the offering of Israel, and of the house of David, and of the whole of the Church: offering to God the wholeness that we cannot give to God because of our fallenness.

In Christ our self-giving will be whole, entire, perfect, strong, fully functioning; and this will be fulfilled in us when God finishes his work of making a new heaven and earth. But we can have some connection with this in our lives now.

It represents how we stand before God and each other in faith, hope, and love.

In the end, we can count on God's promise that we will not be broken, just as Christ remained unbroken for us. Sometimes, by the Lord's grace and gift, we can experience being held within this promise now.

Brother! Thank you for asking about the bone and the unbroken bones in the Bible, because it's an issue that we Christians do not deal with very consistently or thoroughly. Usually, we deal with these issues from different "pivot points" than through "the bones".


, (From Ghent Altarpiece, by Jan van Eyck, completed 1432)

Saturday, April 9, 2022

“The Cross Beams”










-“The Lamb slain from the foundation of the world” (Revelation 13:8) -

 

The beams of the world are made from wood.

They’re fastened with nails and stained with blood.

Embraced by the outstretched arms of God,

They bind all things for good.

 

The beams of the world shore up our heart

For God’s renovation, every part:

The clean up of Satan’s poison dart;

Then our true life shall start.

 

The beams of the world are battle torn.

They rise against evil, fear, and scorn.

Protecting the weary, weak, and worn,

They guard the coming morn.

 

The beams of the world an outline trace,

Through order and chaos, pain and grace.

They shape what they bear, through time and space,

Revealing God’s true face.

 

The beams of the world are scales that weigh

The worth of a life, a choice, a day,

By weight of a God who works in clay,

And dies to have his say.

 

The beams of the world are lines and bars

That carry the music of the stars;

The ballad of long and hopeful wars,

Where God has won his scars.

 

The beams of the world hang low with fruit,

While sliver and thorn send forth their shoot

Where God hung his head, forlorn and mute,

And bowed to plant their root.

 

The beams of the world, unseen, untold,

Are stronger than steel, more royal than gold.

All heaven and earth they gently hold:

The hands of God enfold.

 

The beams of the world enthrone a King,

Like girders that tower, and vault, and spring

The crossing he died and rose to bring:

The life the angels sing!

 

(Written by Dennis Evans, October 2004)

Saturday, February 19, 2022

"I'm Scared"


Lord Jesus, of the Great Heart,
Rescue me from my fears.
Make me to not fear my fears,
Make me to not fear my loves!

(written February 19, 2022)

Sunday, July 4, 2021

HAIKU - "Cries"


(From Psalm 61:1-4)


I cry from world's end;
Ah, the friendly talons grasp.
Come rest! Come eyrie!



(Summer 2020)

Saturday, July 3, 2021

“The Dominion of Providence Over the Passions of Men"

Excerpts taken by Dennis Evans from a sermon by John Witherspoon. The Reverend John Witherspoon was a Scottish Presbyterian and missionary in the American British Colonies. He was the only clergyman to sign the Declaration of Independence.

"A sermon preached at Princeton, on the 17th of May, 1776. Being the general fast appointed by the Congress through the United Colonies.”

Scriptures: Psalm 76:1-12; Acts 4:23-31

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“Surely the wrath of man shall praise thee; the remainder of wrath shalt thou restrain.” Psalm 72:10

There is not a greater evidence either of the reality or the power of religion, than a firm belief of God’s universal presence, and a constant attention to the influence and operation of his providence. It is by this means that the Christian may be said, in the emphatical scripture language, “to walk with God, and to endure as seeing him who is invisible.”

            The doctrine of divine providence is very full and complete in the sacred oracles. It extends not only to things which we may think of great moment, and therefore worthy of notice, but to things the most indifferent and inconsiderable; “Are not two sparrows sold for a farthing,” says our Lord, “and one of them falleth not to the ground without your heavenly Father”; nay, “the very hairs of your head are all numbered.”

            It extends not only to things beneficial and salutary, or to the direction and assistance of those who are the servants of the living God; but to things seemingly most hurtful and destructive, and to persons the most refractory and disobedient. He overrules all his creatures, and all their actions. Thus, we are told, that “fire, hail, snow, vapor, and stormy wind, fulfill his word,” in the course of nature; and even so the most impetuous and disorderly passions of men, that are under no restraint from themselves, are yet perfectly subject to the dominion of the Lord. They carry his commission, they obey his orders, they are limited and restrained by his authority, and they conspire with every thing else in promoting his glory. There is the greater need to take notice of this, that men are not generally sufficiently aware of the distinction between the law of God and his purpose; they are apt to suppose, that as the temper of the sinner is contrary to the law of God, so the outrages of the sinner are able to defeat the purpose of God; than which nothing can be more false. The truth is plainly asserted, and nobly expressed by the psalmist in the text, “Surely the wrath of man shall praise thee; the remainder of wrath shalt thou restrain.”

            In discoursing on this subject, it is my intention, through the assistance of divine grace: 1.) To point out to you in some particulars, how the wrath of man praises God. 2.) To apply these principles to our present situation, by inferences of truth for your instruction and comfort, and by suitable exhortations to duty in the important crisis.

            In the first place, the wrath of man praises God, as it is an example and illustration of divine truth, and clearly points out the corruption of our nature, which is the foundation stone of the doctrine of redemption. Nothing can be more absolutely necessary to true religion, than a clear and full conviction of the sinfulness of our nature and state. Without this, there can be neither repentance in the sinner, nor humility in the believer.

            Justly does our Savior say, “The whole have no need of a physician, but those that are sick. I came not to call the righteous, but sinners to repentance.” Those who are not sensible that they are sinners, will treat every exhortation to repentance, and every offer of mercy, with disdain or defiance. But where can we have a more affecting view of the corruption of our nature, than in the wrath of man, when exerting itself in oppression, cruelty and blood?

            Secondly, the wrath of man praiseth God, as it is the instrument in his hand for bringing sinners to repentance, and for the correction and improvement of [God’s] own children. What ever be the nature of the affliction with which he visits either persons, families, or nations; what ever be the disposition or intention of those whose malice he employs as a scourge; the design on God’s part is, to rebuke men for iniquity, to bring them to repentance, and to promote their holiness and peace.

            Thirdly, the wrath of man praiseth God, as he sets bounds to it, or restrains it by his providence, and sometimes makes it evidently a means of promoting and illustrating his glory. There is no part of divine providence in which a greater beauty and majesty appears, than when the Almighty Ruler turns the counsels of wicked men into confusion, and makes them militate against themselves. The scripture abounds with instances, in which the designs of oppressors were either wholly disappointed, or in execution fell far short of the malice of their intention; and in some they turned out to the honor and happiness of the persons or the people, whom they were intended to destroy.

            From the New Testament I will make the choice of that memorable event on which the salvation of believers in every age rests as its foundation: the death and sufferings of the Son of God. This the great adversary, and all his agents and instruments, prosecuted with unrelenting rage. When they had blackened him with slander, when they scourged him with shame, when they had condemned him in judgment, and nailed him to the cross, how could they help esteeming their victory complete? But oh the unsearchable wisdom of God! They were but perfecting the great design laid for the salvation of sinners. Our blessed Redeemer, by his death, finished his work, overcame principalities and powers, and made a show of them openly, triumphing over them in his cross. With how much justice do the apostles and their company offer this doxology to God, “They lift up their voice with one accord, and said, Lord thou art God which hast made heaven and earth, and the sea, and all that in them is; Who by the mouth of thy servant David hast said, Why did the Heathen rage, and the people imagine vain things? The kings of the earth stood up and the rulers were gathered together against the Lord, and against his Christ. For of a truth, against thy holy child Jesus, whom thou hast anointed, both Herod and Pontius Pilate, with the Gentiles, and the people of Israel were gathered together, for to do whatsoever thy hand and thy counsel determined before to be done.”

            (In our own example) The violent persecution, which many eminent Christians met with in England from their brethren, who called themselves Protestants, drove them in great numbers to a distant part of the world, where the light of the gospel and true religion were unknown. Some of the American settlements, particularly those in New-England, were chiefly made by them; and as they carried the knowledge of Christ to the dark places of the earth, so they continue themselves in as great a degree of purity, of faith, and strictness of practice, or rather a greater, than is to be found in any protestant church now in the world. Does not the wrath of man in this instance praise God? Was not the accuser of the brethren, who stirs up their enemies, thus taken in his own craftiness, and his kingdom shaken by the very means which he employed to establish it?

            Proceed now to the second general head, which was to apply the principles illustrated above to our present situation, by inferences of truth for your instruction and comfort, and by suitable exhortations to duty in this important crisis.

            In the first place, I would take the opportunity on this occasion, and from this subject, to press every hearer to a sincere concern for his own soul’s salvation. There are times when the mind may be expected to be more awake to divine truth, and the conscience more open to the arrows of conviction, than at others. A season of public judgment [such as this day of fasting declared by the Continental Congress] is of this kind, as appears from what has been already said. Can you have a clearer view of the sinfulness of your nature, than when the rod of the oppressor is lifted up, and when you see men putting on the habit of the warrior, and collecting on every hand the weapons of hostility and instruments of death? I do not blame your ardor in preparing for the resolute defense of your temporal rights. But consider I beseech you, the truly infinite importance of the salvation of your souls. Is it of much moment whether you and your children shall be rich or poor, at liberty or in bonds? Is it of much moment whether this beautiful country shall increase in fruitfulness from year to year, being cultivated by active industry, and possessed by independent freemen, or the scanty produce of neglected fields shall be eaten up by hungry publicans [tax collectors]? While the timid owner trembles at the tax gatherers’ approach? And is it of less moment my brethren, whether you shall be the heirs of glory or the heirs of hell? Is your state on earth for a few fleeting years of so much moment? And is it of less moment, what shall be your state through endless ages? Have you assembled together willingly to hear what shall be said on public affairs, and to join in imploring the blessing of God on the counsels and arms of the united colonies, and can you be unconcerned, what shall become of you forever, when all the monuments of human greatness shall be laid in ashes, for “the earth itself and all the works that are therein shall be burnt up.”

            I beseech you in the most earnest manner, to attend to “the things that belong to your peace, before they are hid from your eyes.”

            You may rest assured that there is no time more suitable, and there is none so safe, as that [time] which is present, since it is wholly uncertain whether any other [time] shall be yours. Those who shall first fall in battle, have not many more warnings to receive.

            Suffer me to beseech you, or rather to give you warning, not to rest satisfied with a form of godliness, denying the power thereof. There can be no true religion, till there be a discovery of your lost state by nature and practice, and an unfeigned acceptance of Christ Jesus, as he is offered in the gospel. I do not speak this only to the heaven-daring profligate, or groveling sensualist, but to every insensible secure sinner; to all those, however decent and orderly in their civil deportment, who live to themselves and have their part and portion in this life; in fine to all who are yet in a state of nature, for “except a man be born again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.” The fear of man may make you hide your profanity; prudence and experience may make you abhor intemperance and riot; as you advance in life, one vice may supplant another and hold its place; but nothing less than the sovereign grace of God can produce a saving change of heart and temper, or fit you for his immediate presence.

            It would be criminal inattention not to observe the singular interposition of Providence hitherto, in behalf of the American colonies.

            How many discoveries have been made of the designs of enemies in Britain, and among ourselves, in a manner as unexpected to us as to them, and in such season as to prevent their effect [and success]? What surprising success has attended our encounters in almost every instance? Has not the boasted discipline of regular and veteran [British] soldiers been turned into confusion and dismay, before the new and maiden courage of [our own] freemen, in defense of their property and rights? In what great mercy has blood been spared on the side of this injured country?

Some important victories in the south have been gained with so little loss. The signal advantage we have gained by the [British] evacuation of Boston, and the shameful flight of the army and navy of Britain, was brought about without the loss of a man. To all this we may add, that the counsels may say with truth, that there is hardly any step which they have taken, but it has operated strongly against themselves, and been more in our favor, than if they had followed a contrary course.

            I am satisfied that the confederacy of the colonies has not been the effect of pride, resentment, or sedition, but of a deep and general conviction, that our civil and religious liberties, and consequently, in a great measure, the temporal and eternal happiness of us and our posterity, depended on the issue.

The knowledge of God and his truths have from the beginning of the world been chiefly, if not entirely confined to those parts of the earth where some degree of liberty and political justice were to be seen, and great were the difficulties with which they had to struggle from the imperfection of human society, and the unjust decisions of usurped authority. There is not a single instance in history in which civil liberty was lost, and religious liberty preserved entire. If therefore we yield up our temporal property, we at the same time deliver [our] conscience into bondage.

            I shall now conclude this discourse by some exhortations to duty, founded upon the truths which have been illustrated above, and suited to the interesting state of this country at the present time.

            First, suffer me to recommend to you an attention to the public interest of religion, or in other words, zeal for the glory of God and the good of others.  …What I have in view is to point out to you the concern which every good man ought to take in the national character and [national] manners, and the means which he ought to use for promoting public virtue, and bearing down impiety and vice.

            Second, I exhort all who are not called to go into the field [of war], to apply themselves with the utmost diligence to [work]. [Work} is a moral duty of the greatest moment, absolutely necessary to national prosperity, and the sure way of obtaining the blessing of God.

            In the last place, suffer me to recommend to you frugality in your families, and every other article of expense. [When this spirit of frugality] pervades a people in general, they are fit for every duty, and able to encounter the most formidable enemy.

            Upon the whole, I beseech you to make a wise improvement of the present threatening aspect of public affairs, and to remember that your duty to God, to your country, to your families, and to yourselves, is the same [identical duty]. True religion is nothing else but an inward temper and outward conduct suited to your state and circumstances in providence at any [given] time. And as peace with God and conformity to him, adds to the sweetness of created comforts, while we possess them, so in times of difficulty and trial, it is in the name of piety and inward principle, that we may expect to find the uncorrupted patriot, the useful citizen, and the invincible soldier. God grant that, in America, true religion and civil liberty may be inseparable, and that the unjust attempts to destroy the one may, in the issue, tend to the support and establishment of both. 

 


Tuesday, June 22, 2021

"Mindful Silence": A Study of a Book by Phileena Heuertz

 

A LESSON ON - “MINDFULL SILENCE: THE HEART OF CHRISTIAN CONTEMPLATION” (Phileena Heuertz, Author, Intervarsity Press)

Scripture Verses on At-One-Ment with God

Behold, the kingdom of God is in the midst of you.” Luke 17:21

He who believes in me, as the scripture has said, “Out of his heart shall flow rivers of living water. Jn7:38

But if Christ is in you, although your bodies are dead because of sin, your spirits are alive because of righteousness. If the Spirit of him who raised Jesus from the dead dwells in you, he who raised Christ Jesus from the dead will give life to your mortal bodies also through his Spirit which dwells in you. Rom. 8:10-11

I have been crucified with Christ; it is no long I who live, but Christ who lives in me; and the life I now live in the flesh I live by faith in the Son of God, who loved me and gave himself for me.  Galatians 2:20

Excerpts from the Book, and Some Questions.  

Contemplative spirituality is a way of seeing…. Contemplative practices are those that create margins to pay attention to and observe our life…. It involves some introspection --- not for the sake of inner knowledge, but for the sake or living a more skillful life… Contemplative prayer offers an antidote.  Through contemplation we find alleviation of our personal suffering, and we discover how to minimize our infliction of suffering on others. Over time, as we engage in contemplative practice, we become less self-absorbed and able to be of greater service to others. (pp. 7-8)

What lesson from God has made you more skillful about living?

I wondered, “If people are basically victims victimizing, and God created us, then surely God must answer for this. God must be to blame. I thought, “Perhaps God is not all that good after all… Father Thomas’ teaching… helped me realize that I didn’t need to be troubled or discourage by God’s felt absence and grueling silence… I found courage to give myself to the silence with all of its darkness, questions, doubt, and pain. And it was there, in the great deafening silence, that I woke up. (pp.12-13)

How have you wrestled with God’s silence?

Eventually, as we stay faithful to the dark night of prayer, God will uncover the root of our sickness. There a wound of separation from God and others is exposed that can now receive healing. Finally, our defenses are dismantled and the burning flame of God’s love breaks though our consciousness. We realize we are in God and God is in us. (p. 92)

How have you experienced the healing of the wound of separation?

We just have to learn how to open to the grace that overcomes the obstacles that keep us from knowing God’s presence. We do this, not by our own willpower, but by responding to grace and cooperating with the divine. When we practice letting go of all thoughts, feelings, distractions, and preoccupations of the mind, we then learn to overcome the obstacles that keep us from God and our true self. Then we can move by faith into a state of unknowing, a state of open and receptive awareness, where direct encounter with God is more likely. (p. 156)

When do you most need to have a quiet mind?

Your family and community need you to be a courageous pilgrim on the spiritual journey. God knows our world needs your bravery too. The more of us who commit to the contemplative path – the path of seeing, observing, and taking responsibility of our life through meditative practice – the more possible it will be to experience God’s presence in the center of our being. From that center, we can build the world we all want to live in. (p. 173)

Where do you exhibit a God-given courage?

Where do you experience “at-one-ment?

A POEM BY THE AUTHOR

Let it be done to me according to your Word

Let me be a womb for you

Come Lord

Be conceived in me anew

Fill me with your presence

And then break me open in your process of redeeming* the world.


(*referring to “at-one-ment/return to unity)

Saturday, March 27, 2021

“The Miracle of Trust: The Drowning”

 

Feather River, near Live Oak, CA

















(Written ’21 March 2021)

(Psalm 69:1-3a)

It was early June, 1969, the week before High School Graduation in Live Oak. It was “Senior Skip Day” when the bus took our class for a fun day-off at a reservoir called Camp Far West, in the Sierra Nevada foothills, near Beale Air Force Base.

I launched myself, alongside one of my best friends, to swim to the floating platform out from the beach. It was pretty far and, although I knew how to swim, I got tired and began to sink below the surface of the lake. I struggled against this, but down I went. I tried to relax, and float back up, but down I went.

I was scared to death. I thought: “God I’m dying!”. God planted a thought in my head: “Trust me!”.

Then I thought that, if only I could make myself sink far enough, then I could kick myself up from the bottom. I could see bottom. (Later I learned that bottom was probably about 12 or 15 feet below the surface.) My feet touched mud. I let myself sink even lower so I could really kick hard.

All this happened in less than the longest time a normal seventeen-year-old kid can hold his breath. Yes! I started going up. Yes! But my lungs hit their limit. So help me, I just couldn’t hold it in any longer. I just couldn't do it, no matter how hard I wanted to hold back.

I had to inhale, and I knew that it would have to be my last breath. Before I could reach the top, I took it in, and everything went suddenly black.

Then, everything went bright. I was like a bullet, or a rocket, shot into a blinding, blue, brightness. I was afraid, now, because I was going so fast; but there was no way to stop myself. There was nothing to hold onto; and I had no hands, no body. On I went, and, suddenly, I was belly down on the beach, coughing up water, while coach Clark was shoving on my back to resuscitate me. (Later, I learned that Charlie Lucas had swam up to the spot where I was and had caught hold of me and swam me back to shore.

I told everyone, when asked, that I wanted to spend the rest of the day with them. I took a swell, exciting ride in the Graham’s speed boat. Picnicked with the others, and came home on the bus late that afternoon.

My friends commented on how purple I had been when Charlie had gotten me out of the water. I walked the half mile home, although a bunch of people offered me a ride. I got home exhausted. My Mom asked me how it was. I said “Fine” as I went straight to my room.

I took out the old King James Bible that had been my Dad’s in Sunday School, although he had never shown much interest in it. I opened the Bible at random, and the first words I read were Psalm 69:1-3a.

“Save me, O God, for the waters have come up to my neck. I sink in the miry depths, and there is no foothold. I have come into the deep waters; I am worn out calling for help. . . “

These, being the first words that I read after drowning, hit me like a wonderful slap on my back; and in the depths of my heart. These words seemed suddenly like a greater miracle than having been saved from drowning. Or else, these words made the fact of my being alive again into the confirmation that I was truly cared for by the One I could truly trust. 

Also, it was a life lesson about what it could mean when God tells me to trust him.

Tuesday, February 16, 2021

Bible Study: 1 John, Introduction

Bible Study 1 JOHN: INTRODUCTION


CENTRAL THEME: Stated in the introductory verses and restated in the concluding verses:

1. John 1:2-3 “...and we proclaim to you the eternal life, which was with the Father and has appeared to us. We proclaim to you what we have seen and heard, so that you also may have fellowship with us. And our fellowship is with the Father and with his Son Jesus Christ.”

2. John 5:20 “We know also that the Son of God has come and given us understanding so that we may know him who is true. And we are in him who is true— even in his Son Jesus Christ. He is the true God and eternal life.”


TWO HINGES OF THE LETTER:

1. God is light. (1:5)

2. God is love. (4:8,16)


AUTHORSHIP: Although neither the letters of John nor the Gospel of John refer to the apostle John by name, their common authorship was virtually universally accepted, and credited to John from traditions that come from the earliest part of the second century.


DATE OF AUTHORSHIP: The Letters of John were probably written during the late first century, about 85-95 AD, based upon the issues addressed by the letters. We know from reliable historical sources (Polycarp, and others) that John lived into the reign of the emperor Trajan (ruling from 98 - 117 AD).

WHERE WAS IT WRITTEN?: John probably wrote his letters from Ephesus where he lived most of his later life.

WHAT WAS ITS DESTINATION: It has no address and it was probably addressed in general to the people of Asia Minor (what is now western Turkey) of which Ephesus was the capital.


WHY WAS IT WRITTEN?: John wrote this letter to tell Christians to have confidence in the faith in the form that it was first taught them. Toward the end of the first century there was a trend by some to use Jesus as the center of a false mysticism (GNOSTICISM) that had had nothing to do with the traditions or covenants of the Old Testament, or the original teachings of the apostles. These mystical thinkers claimed to possess an “advanced form” of the teachings of Jesus that would only be comprehensible and welcomed by people who were more highly endowed, spiritually, than the average person. John said that there was no elite Christianity. The Christianity they had been taught from the beginning was the heart and core of the matter. Anything else was false teaching.

JOHN TAUGHT THAT SOME THINGS ALWAYS BELONG TOGETHER:

1. Truth and virtue.

2. The inseparable humanity and divinity of Jesus Christ, the Son of God.

3. Love of God and love of others.

4. Faith and fellowship.

JOHN TAUGHT THAT SOME THINGS ALWAYS ARE IRRECONCILABLE. 

1. Love of God and hatred of other believers.

2. Light and darkness.

3. Love of God and love of the world.

4. Children of God and sin.


WHAT WERE SOME OF THE FALSE TEACHINGS?

1. Gnostics taught that there was a difference between Jesus and “The Christ/Son of God.” John taught: “Who is a liar but he who denies that Jesus is the Christ?” (1 John 1:22)

2. Gnostics taught that the Christ, the Son of God, did not really become Jesus, or become human. John taught: “Every spirit which confesses that Jesus Christ has come in the flesh is of God; and every spirit which does not confess Jesus is not of God.” (1 John 4:2,3)

3. Gnostics believed that Jesus and Christ were joined together at the point of Jesus’ baptism and that they separated before Jesus was crucified. John taught: “This is he who came by water and  blood, Jesus Christ; not with the water only but with the water and the blood.” (1 John 5:6)

4. The Gnostics taught that, if you had enlightened knowledge, your spirit was free and it didn’t matter what your body did. John taught: “The man who says ‘I know him,’ but does not do what he commands is a liar...” (1 John 2:4)

5. The Gnostics taught that even if an enlightened person did break the commandments, for the enlightened person it would not be a sin. John taught: “If we say that we have no sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us.” (1 John 1:8)

6. The Gnostics taught that there were special people who had “the seed of the Spirit” and these were able to grasp the hidden truths, these were an eternal elite to which ordinary Christians, with ordinary beliefs, could never rise, because they could never be truly spiritual beings. The Gnostics held that it was right to despise such as these. John taught: “Anyone who claims to be in the light but hates his brother is still in the darkness.” (1 John 2:9)




LITERARY STRUCTURE OF 1 JOHN: “Before we turn to the text we need to recognize the problems of analyzing John’s writing in a systematic way. Unlike Paul, John seldom argues a case, so it is difficult to trace a linear, logical progression of thought. The links between ideas are not always clear and the transition is usually very gradual.” David Jackman “The Message of John’s Letters” InterVarsity Press, p. 17. Jackman suggests we think of the letter as an inverted pyramid or cone based on the point of 1 John 1:1-4, or as a tour of a great hall of a splendid building united by an immense spiral staircase. 


I think John is comprehensible if you relax and look for the big picture. The pieces of the picture are like pearls or jewels on a long string, each different, each having something in common with the others. John uses endless repetition with variations, and especially explores the differences between absolute self-contradictions and elegant, revelatory, inspired paradoxes.